deadSilver

He forgot to put title to his masterpiece

Thu, 02 May 2013 00:09:15 -0400

I don’t know how to begin with…

To express my love to you

I hope With prayers from God above

And with this little letter will do

I believed if I’m with you

I will get off track

and can’t find my way back

and maybe can’t say what’s

on my heart

that I really love you so..

I always think of you

and that makes my sky be blue

and everytime I see you

I love you even more

and it’s a feeling I haven’t felt before

I hope with prayers from God above

and with this little letter will start a chance

to express my love to you

I love it. Simple but straight. I just wish you can initiate.

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 06:06:00 -0400

Hello Mhadz:

Maraming po salamat sa sulat, It helps me.

Sorry kung hindi po kita kinakausap personally, gusto ko po sana kitang makausap personally if given a chance.

Tinanong ko po ung address niyo para mapuntahan at makausap ka personally sa bahay niyo, I think that is the best place para mag-umpisa.

Hindi po kelangan ng mga reasons (or kung ano siya or kilala mo na talaga siya ) kung gusto mo or mahal mo ang isang tao, mahalaga po pagtanggap (both positives and negatives), kaya, frankly speaking, gusto po kitang ligawan kahit di po kita masyadong kilala.

Theory ko:

I think courtship = friendship, at the end? But in different ways from the beginning?. Friendship long term then sila or hindi sila, courtship = eitheir long term/short term then sila or hindi sila pero pwede pa din sila maging magkaibigan, depende sa kanila. Importante is how both of you handle your relationships pag naging kayo for the lasting best results.

4 ways:

1. May mga tao po na di kayang magpayahag ng kanilang nararamdam personally (face to face) pero hindi ibig sabihin wala ung sincerity nila.

2. Meron din mga tao na pinapahayag ang pagmamahal nila sekreto, hindi alam ng mahal nila (I think medyo malamim eto at di ko kaya further explain).

3. May mga tao malakas ang loob na kinakausap ka personally pero hindi sila sincere.

4. May mga tao malakas ang loob na kinakausap ka personally at sincere.

I think the best from above is # 2, while 1 & 4 are normal, & # 3 worst.

Sorry po pala kung diretso ako magsalita at umaasa po ako na hindi ka magagalit sakin. Maraming salamat po ulit sa sulat.

I think I have enough with this letter so I will put my pen’s down.

dreams... nightmares...

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 00:24:53 -0400

be careful of the things you feed into your mind. Your dreams can manifest them. You might not know how you act when you sleep. #longdipslip

No one has ever loved as much as i love you

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 22:31:00 -0400

.Breaking dawn must remembered lines #1

Best Wishes Mr. and Mrs. Joey and Carla Tolentino

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 23:45:25 -0400

Best Wishes Mr. and Mrs. Joey and Carla Tolentino

My share for International Women’s month. Go girl!!!

Fri, 15 Mar 2013 20:43:19 -0400

My share for International Women’s month. Go girl!!!

Moving forward... still living back

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 08:37:45 -0500

I know it’s been a year. I’m posting now, maybe because i might be, for the moment, full of inspiration to. I know they are so much in love. they are happy now. I am happy, honestly, for them. But maybe, they are happy now, because they left me, here, stuck, and still, trapped.

I do not want to be with them at the same place. I am not yet ready to cross with them on the open streets. I know the feeling of being so much in love. I know what they are feeling right now. For now, I’m not feeling the same.

Happy First hearts day!!!

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 12:54:02 -0500

Happy First hearts day!!!

Timing is everything... maybe not now... but it'll be...soon

Sat, 08 Dec 2012 15:12:19 -0500

Timing is everything... maybe not now... but it'll be...soon

with so much honesty...

Fri, 30 Nov 2012 20:35:52 -0500

I really don’t know if this is still right that I’m actually writing my thoughts down since nakapag usap n nmn tayo last time, but everything about you keeps popping on my head since then,”. Nakauwi n, nagweekend and nakpagleave n but the feeling still haven’t change a bit where it actually gotten worst. Let simply say “I can’t still get over you”.

Hmm..you may actually think n, Ano bng gusto ng tao n to? We already talked and already settle things and what does he actually want right now?

I had realize and thought of some things that I had not been able to tell you last time, probably thing that could let me ease the feelings I feel right now and move on forward (I hope so ) and things that could probably expaln where all this is coming from. Madz, your really a very nice and wonderful person that any guy could fall and ask for, where in this case you’re charm had caught me.

Let me make my confession:

Sa simula pa lng po n dumating k sa ****, aaminin q na I really got so curious about you. *** actually calls me an *** cause everytime n may new face aq n mkita I actually search for that person and ganun nga I saw a new name on the ** list and it’s you. Gusto kita iaapproach back then but since magkaiba tayo ng group it’s awkward naman to check on you.

I don’t know if you still remember the first time we talked? I just actually walked away from my place khit wla nmn aq talgng ibang pupuntahan just to intentionally check if your not busy and approach you, ask your name and say hi, it would sound so simple but for me atleast magkakilala n tayo that’s what I’m thinking. Even the first time n magkasbay tayo maglunch I really thought n pumunta sa *** para yayain k mag lunch so that I could know more about you, this was the time where we actually got on the topic as you don’t have bf and said n meron on the past where biniro p kita (but in a good way).

(This line is omitted for privacy). But even from a distance the curiosity and mystery that I have for you still remain, may mga times n titingin aq sa lugar mo to check if ok k, I actually also made a habit to turn around ung upuan q so I could peek to see if your there . There a lot of things p actually and I know you really don’t notice it cause it’s my intention not to. Kya nga minsan pag ngsmismile k pag dumadaan there are some times that I really don’t have a reaction but deep inside wow..ewan q b„you just really thrills something inside me. I really don’t know if those smile really have something also or just a simple smile from a friend, cause what actually wrong right here is that all that I’m about to tell will be nothing if my assumption that there is atleast 1% of you like that me too.

Madz, what happen last weekend was actually something that I’m thankful cause I was able to open up something part of me to you. (This line is omitted for privacy).

Anyway’s I really wanna say more but I think as of now things can’t just be address on a mail. Yesterday I was actually awkward to approach you and I don’t know how, it seems I’m back to the man watching from a distance again. I am glad n nasbi q sayo 2 cause it’s quite a while n din it’s inside of me and I really don’t know if I’ll have a chance sooner or later to do this kaya mas ok n 2.

I’m really a jerk to say all this things cause I know I can’t continue with this what I have for you cause if it does I will be just hurting you on the process. I hope d mo po mamasamain ang email qng i2.

Please take care, also take some rest. Look forward that we could talked it time permits and perhaps if it’s still good with you . Thanks for everything.

Thank you for this person. I wish I can be like him, so honest and so straight. Some lines were omitted for his privacy.

grounds nowhere...

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 09:06:40 -0500

Don’t know how long i can handle this… but still… bursting out might lead to losing you.

You are my happiness… the happiness that makes me mourn…

you are the strength that makes me weak…

You are what my mouth speaks…

You are what my heart beats..

damn numb

Mon, 15 Oct 2012 01:46:53 -0400

It’s very painful to feel there are people who are so damn numb. I hate the fact that i’m loving one!!!

Quickie Tagaytay.

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 06:06:28 -0400

Quickie Tagaytay.

Shortie’s splurge day!!!

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 00:03:00 -0400

Shortie’s splurge day!!!

too much to bear... too much to take... need a release

Sat, 29 Sep 2012 21:39:16 -0400

I just can’t hold my silence now. Ang pagbibigay ng singsing, para sa akin, ay masyadong sagrado. Kung sa tumatanggap, you’re entrusting your whole life dun sa nagbibigay. When you’re wearing it, it feels like you’re always connected, always secured by the circumference of it.

I’ve received this ring… roughly, 7 months ago… but now, he’s giving a ring again… to someone else, at pair pa sila ha.

how come you can give this stuff to two different people? I know we’re not together now, so i guess that’s too easy for you?

i’m not after the price tag, i’m wanting to know what does that or “these” mean…

you said you’re a risk taker? well, i guess, i’ll give you the benefit of it. coz’ i know i’m so much braver than you.

you’re taking risk for things that you know, you have a great chance of winning, and not for things you barely know the chance of succeeding.

I’m making my move to be the happiest, even without you. Time will come, the ring i’m wearing will be worthless, and i know, i can free myself from your memories.

My great move will happen now… and i know, i won’t regret it. I just have to throw it all away.

going up is oh so hard. gravity’s so strong.

Sun, 16 Sep 2012 08:55:27 -0400

going up is oh so hard. gravity’s so strong.

Thank you Mr. Mime. I hate the heavy rain. Very bad timing.

Sat, 15 Sep 2012 22:56:46 -0400

Thank you Mr. Mime. I hate the heavy rain. Very bad timing.

Thank you Tagaytay. You made my saturday oh so great. I’ll...

Sat, 18 Aug 2012 12:50:05 -0400

Thank you Tagaytay. You made my saturday oh so great. I’ll be back soon. I left my heart.

Best greeting

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 01:20:54 -0400

My first time that I

explained the real

reason that has to

reprimand Gustav.

You don’t owe me

Charles’ great day,

having done the too

rude thing. You

instinctively pass

some pressure to

those you get from

many things. If you

act to wreak havoc

soon suffer much

and rant a bunch.

Nonetheless, if you

did what you seen,

appropriately when

he breaks today

anew, it will seem

pointless a dilemma

prior to the ended

year to make buzz.

Next to the orb

elated at Oklahoma

warned the superb

yeoman of Manila

every day? We bet

almost all that we

reaped to spend

only for the good

heart to feel happy.

I would really want to be brought back in 1928. You might not understand the text above, only the brave one can unfold the message.

oh... hmmm....

Tue, 05 Jun 2012 02:34:24 -0400

it is this weird moment when so many things running in your mind, but you don’t know how to arrange them. what should be first?…