deadSilver

Nov 18

grounds nowhere…

Don’t know how long i can handle this… but still… bursting out might lead to losing you.

You are my happiness… the happiness that makes me mourn…

you are the strength that makes me weak…

You are what my mouth speaks…

You are what my heart beats..

Oct 15

damn numb

It’s very painful to feel there are people who are so damn numb. I hate the fact that i’m loving one!!!

Oct 13

[video]

Oct 07

[video]

Sep 29

too much to bear… too much to take… need a release

I just can’t hold my silence now. Ang pagbibigay ng singsing, para sa akin, ay masyadong sagrado. Kung sa tumatanggap, you’re entrusting your whole life dun sa nagbibigay. When you’re wearing it, it feels like you’re always connected, always secured by the circumference of it.

I’ve received this ring… roughly, 7 months ago… but now, he’s giving a ring again… to someone else, at pair pa sila ha.

how come you can give this stuff to two different people? I know we’re not together now, so i guess that’s too easy for you?

i’m not after the price tag, i’m wanting to know what does that or “these” mean…

you said you’re a risk taker? well, i guess, i’ll give you the benefit of it. coz’ i know i’m so much braver than you.

you’re taking risk for things that you know, you have a great chance of winning, and not for things you barely know the chance of succeeding.

I’m making my move to be the happiest, even without you. Time will come, the ring i’m wearing will be worthless, and i know, i can free myself from your memories.

My great move will happen now… and i know, i won’t regret it. I just have to throw  it all away.

Sep 16

[video]

Sep 15

[video]

Aug 18

[video]

Jun 22

Best greeting

My first time that I

explained the real

reason that has to

reprimand Gustav.

You don’t owe me

Charles’ great day,

having done the too

rude thing. You

instinctively pass

some pressure to

those you get from

many things. If you

act to wreak havoc

soon suffer much

and rant a bunch.

Nonetheless, if you

did what you seen,

appropriately when

he breaks today

anew, it will seem

pointless a dilemma

prior to the ended

year to make buzz.

Next to the orb

elated at Oklahoma

warned the superb

yeoman of Manila

every day? We bet

almost all that we

reaped to spend

 only for the good

 heart to feel happy.

I would really want to be brought back in 1928. You might not understand the text above, only the brave one can unfold the message.

Jun 05

oh… hmmm….

it is this weird moment when so many things running in your mind, but you don’t know how to arrange them. what should be first?…